Monday, June 20, 2011

We have one heart, I hurt for you...

Wow. Today has been awful.
Today, my love got some terrible news. He asked me not to talk about it, but I am about to explode. My heart hurts so bad for him. I haven't been able to focus at all since he told me. He worked so, so, so hard to accomplish this goal and now he is just completely devastated.
I asked him to call when he could because for some dumb reason I thought I could help. I did no such thing. If anything, I only made him more upset. I could tell he was struggling just to sound normal on the phone. All I want is to make things better, make him happy, but I can't. It is completely out of my hands. All I can do is pray for peace for him and for myself. Unfortunately, when our lives crash down around us, the rest of the world keeps going and we both have things to do over the next few days.
I ask, if anyone reads this, to not say anything publicly to me or him. All I ask that you do is send up a quick prayer.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Procrastination Station

Procrastination, story of my life. Actually, the reason I have started blogging!
I'm in a summer class right now (notice the word A) and we have a test Tuesday...I've studied one slide. It's pretty sad actually. My brain has just been on vacation this whole summer semester. All I want to do is sleep, go to the pool and workout. Basically, I want a summer. Don't get me wrong, this class isn't hard, not time consuming, nothing. I think I am just burned out from our last semester and the procrastinator inside of me is leaping out and taking over!
So in an effort to actually do something...I started a blog. Honestly, I don't really know how I feel about laying out my personal life online, but I also think it will be a good way to express myself and hopefully survive this thing called PT School and all the challenges it presents mentally, emotionally and with relationships.
I hope you all enjoy, comment, laugh and cry with me and most importantly find some value in what I have to say.
Now I'm off to get some sleep and hope that I can actually get some studying done in the morning!