Wow. Today has been awful.
Today, my love got some terrible news. He asked me not to talk about it, but I am about to explode. My heart hurts so bad for him. I haven't been able to focus at all since he told me. He worked so, so, so hard to accomplish this goal and now he is just completely devastated.
I asked him to call when he could because for some dumb reason I thought I could help. I did no such thing. If anything, I only made him more upset. I could tell he was struggling just to sound normal on the phone. All I want is to make things better, make him happy, but I can't. It is completely out of my hands. All I can do is pray for peace for him and for myself. Unfortunately, when our lives crash down around us, the rest of the world keeps going and we both have things to do over the next few days.
I ask, if anyone reads this, to not say anything publicly to me or him. All I ask that you do is send up a quick prayer.